Thursday, March 18, 2010

I'm confused.
I don't like myself at all.
why do people even bother with me.

I feel like i'm deceiving people
when they show any sign of affection towards me

what the hell do they see in me?

I dont think i'm worth their time

i'm somehow waiting for someone to tell me
that they hate me as much as i hate myself.
so that i can cry my guts out,
with a better reason than self hatred.

2 comments:

Connie said...

Is this a poem or your true feelings.

Well the only suggestion I can make is: Make yourself into someone you'll like :/ ~ I wish you luck but I ono, I like the way you are Nana :D

Luminous Fish said...

oh babyyyyyy .
pessimistic ftl .
(even though i think like you all the time o.o)

WHO GIVES A FUCKKKK WHAT THEY SEE IN YOU LOL
AS LONG AS THEY LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU HAPPY THEN ITS OKAYYYYYY

youll find someone who will love you so much that you think that everything about you is perfect<3