不能再见了, 2009.

I went over Annie's today, and did the ice cream lab. The ice cream actually tasted okay. xD

Goodbye, 2009.
Thank you for the last '09 snow.
I'm going to miss you, even if this wasn't such a great year.
You'll be a voice at the back of my head.
Nagging at me with flashbacks of childhood when I get old.

I'm sorry if the bright color scared/blinded you when you came to this page.
The only reason I chose bright pink was because I picked out the photo first, and then had to make the background match......and Gui's pink hat stood out amongst the pictures.... :D
Why did I change my layout?!?!?!
...New Year = New layout! :D
It took me a while to pick out the colors for every single little thing. x_x


ANYWAY! Here's a laugh before you stay up trying to welcome 2010 at 12 p.m. midnight. ;]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gErOFu61v-A&feature=sub
^Off The Pill - 2009 ~ NigaHiga
LOL @;
"you may now kiss the bride"
"I see the glass half empty even when It's full"
"She was first, she won, yet no one gave a damn because apparently Michael Jackson's death was more important. And I agree. Haha just kidding." [ I AGREE ! ]
"Is that like a type of sink? Because if it isn't, it should be."
"You should never make money off of someone else's death. That's horrible. I mean really, who does that? _______ TEEHEE."
"Then again, he was just following the Nike slogan, you know, he just did it."

And now, my new year's resolutions for 2010.
1.Have a generally happy year.
2.Don't cut my hair, unless i really want/need to, or told to do so by an adult.
3.Stop dyeing my hair.
4.Put eye drops in my eyes everyday and stop forgetting to do so.
5.Use the computer less.
6.Restrain from using facebook. Suggestion: only go on when there's no school.
7.Have a collection of long necklaces!
8.Be healthy and try not to get sick. (only fevers are welcome so i can get taller!)
9.Get a cap.
10.Get new shoes. (I want new converse, but my mom thinks converse are useless.)
11.Get either a webcam or camera.
12.Walk slower (I'm constantly told that I walk too fast.)
13.Work harder for school.
14.Get another summer job.
15.Keep old friends & make new ones.
16.Continue to grow taller.
17.Continue trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up.
18.Accomplish something big.

I'm going to TRY to stay up till 12 midnight if my mom lets me. ><

< This was on my rooftop! :D

The day before the day before New Year! [2010]

These were my 2009 resolutions;

Success = accomplished
Fail = not accomplished

1. get a webcam. [ Fail. ]
2. actually be happy on my birthday for once? [ Success, except for the cake. ]
3. get new glasses. [ If I remember correctly, Success. ]
4. stop laughing so much. [ Fail. ]
5. LEARN HOW TO DO A HANDTSAND [ Fail. ]
6. find a crush to distract myself :D [ Fail. ]
7. get a camera. so i can stop jacking other ppl's camera :x [ Fail. ]
8. GET A JOB.......even if its just for community service. [ Success, my summer job. ]
9. keep old friends. [ Fail. & Success. ]
10. make new friends. [ Success! ]
11. GROW TALLER [ Success! ]
12. hoolahoop more often. [ Fail. ]
13. find a reason why i should pay attention to wasserstein. [ I don't remember, but most likely, Fail. ]
14. find a way NOT to fail DDP. [ Success! ]
15. PASS FRESHMAN YEAR. [ Success! ]
16. DO SCHWAIGHOFER'S MATH HW EVERYDAY. [ I don't remember this either, but most likely, Fail. ]
17. STOP PROCRASTINATING. [ Fail. ]
18. stop wasting my money on TOTO'S :X [ Partial success....... ]
19.FIGURE OUT WHAT I WANNA BE WHEN I GROW UP. [ Fail. ]
20. find a goal. [ Partial success. ]
21. achieve something. [ Success, my report card! ]
22. stop being so mean to my mom. [ Partial Success & Partial Fail. ]
23. LEARN. [ Success! ]
24. find a healthy addiction. [ F A I L . ]
25.

#25. will be filled when i think of it. [ Fail....... ]

Total: 12 Fail. 13 Success.

The Metropolitan Museum of Art.

Today must have been the windiest day of the year!
I like the wind, but I'd rather not freeze to death.

If you didn't know, I went to The Met today with Connie and Ruole.
Wished you peeps that couldn't come......had....come...

Here are some pictures outside / inside of The Met.

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This is a painting of i forget what, and i forget by who...
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This is the guy that makes you happy every time you count yo money!
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Connie: "I don't like her dress. It makes her look like a pyramid."
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I think it looks peaceful.
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Cows?
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It's the shape that caught my attention.
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One of my favorites! These are photos of envelopes that look REALLY 3-Dimensional. BUT THEY'RE NOT. [found in the Modern Photography section.]
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Another one of my favorites! [also from the Modern Photography section]
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Connie and Ruole! and a painting.......
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I think It's beautiful. [ Red Sunset on the Dneiper by Arkhip Ivanovich Kuindzhi ]
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Not gonna lie. Her "back asset" caught my attention.
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It's so cool!
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It's ready to smack you.
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It's partner in crime #1.
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It's partner in crime #2.
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The mask in the middle is the only happy looking one. Of course, that's the one you can't see too well.

[There are 130 more photos, but I'm too lazy to upload them.......]

~Credits to Ruole's camera & her photography skills!
-and some of mine.......?

Today's the first time i went to The Met.
Today's the first time i went to subways and ate a footlong. [With Connie's help.]

I'm tired from walking, and the heels of my feet hurt.
Tomorrow shall be an innie day...

Tired.

Stayed in today.
Cleaned out my binder & folders.
Looked over the 35 vocab words for my english quiz next mon.
Read huck finn.

Today was productive school-wise.
But it's the first day I've felt boredom this vacation.
Spent most of my day on the computer: Facebook + MLIA + Aim.

My eyesight is getting worse.
I hate wearing glasses.

I guess I've got the blues.
I miss my friends.
I'm scared to talk to them on aim, because I think it's going to be awkward, since we haven't talked for so long. The heck would we talk about?
I'm even more afraid to call them, thinking they'll reject the idea of hanging out.
I don't want our friendships to just die, as if we were never friends. But I guess it's a bit too late for that, huh?

I don't want this year to end. Then again, I don't want this year to stretch out forever.
I have this constant feeling that I'm not good enough.
That makes me want change. Change for the better.
I can't say this school year has been crap so far, but gosh, I miss freshman year a lot. As a cluster, there was a lot of warmth felt. It felt comfortable to be a group in one whole piece.
Having different schedules doesn't allow much bonding, and everything feels so broken, scattered, and distant.
BUT THEN AGAIN, being around the same people forever and not meeting anyone new would be boring.
So I'm being hypocritical......?

...Let's just say I want the incoming year to be a good one.

Slow Dance- A poem written by a girl with cancer.

I got the poem from a facebook group. ._.
I read it
and i liked it
and i wanted you guys to read it too.



SLOW DANCE



Have you ever
watched
kids



On a merry-go-round?



Or listened to
the
rain



Slapping on the ground?



Ever followed a

butterfly's erratic flight?



Or gazed at the sun into the
fading
night?



You better slow down.



Don't
dance so
fast.



Time is short.



The music
won't
last.



Do you run through each day



On
the
fly?


When you ask How are you?



Do you hear
the
reply?



When the day is done



Do you lie
in your
bed



With the next hundred chores




Running through
your head?



You'd better
slow down



Don't dance so
fast.



Time is
short.



The music won't
last.



Ever told your
child,



We'll do it
tomorrow?



And in your
haste,



Not see
his

sorrow?



Ever lost
touch,



Let a good
friendship die



Cause you
never had time



To call
and say,'Hi'



You'd
better slow down.



Don't dance
so fast.



Time
is short.



The music won't
last.



When you run
so fast to get somewhere



You
miss half the fun of getting
there.



When you worry and hurry
through your
day,



It is like an unopened
gift....



Thrown
away.



Life is not a
race.


Do take it
slower



Hear the
music



Before the song is
over.

Merry Christmas!

I kinda forgot it was Christmas....... till Cerris called me this morning and said "merry christmas!" xD
It doesn't feel like Christmas, not that i know what it feels like....but yea....it doesnt feel special to me... ><

But i can bet you new year's is gonna feel wierd.
I dont want this year to end! i dont want a new year to come.
I feel old. DX
New year's seems to mean change. the word "new" says it all.
Maybe new is for the better. Maybe not?

I miss Hannah and Liz, my junior high friends that i was rlly close with.
we kinda stopped talking to each other and stopped hanging out since soph year started. D;

This winter break seems to be more productive than others.
normally I'd just stay home.
so far, on the 24th, i went to QCM with ruole, and today, my mom and i walked around flushing.
I guess after those three days before break, where i was stuffed with hw, i dont have THATTT much hw over break.

i did gym, and trig.

the rest of my hw:
`ice cream lab
`rock candy lab
`memeorize chinese joke
`GO TO THE MET FOR GLOBAL EXRA CREDIT. WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME? ><
`read for english
`english quiz mon.
`soph tech project. DX

im doing the 2 labs over annie's, i think
and as for the met, idk who i'm dragging along with me yet..... >< tell me if u wanna come!

Pure white snow is pretty.

Just came back from QCM.
Diana, Alyssa and I both chipped in to get u the kidrobot donut....... :D
Alyssa, I forgot to tell you that both Cerris and I got you the studs. :]

I like taking slow walks in the snow. [as long as it's not a rlly big blizzard outside.]

Snow brings back memories of my childhood.
I grew up with my cousins from my mom's side, and I used to live with one of my aunts. she has like 3 sons. Tony's 2 yrs younger than me, and then the 2 twins, Michael and Jason are.......i think 8 yrs old by now?
I lived with them for like 6 yrs, and then they moved to florida. D;

Walking home in the snow today reminded me of them.
And then in front of my place, there was this group of little kids that were playing in the snow. That made me even more depressed.
These are the times when I wish I had a sibling, even if the sibling is rlly annoying, at least there's company. ><

So i guess snow makes me sad now......
Snow is still really pretty, though.

Horror: There's so much hw to do. T______T

I kinda like this week. :)

Even though this week was really busy / stressful / chaotic, i feel that i am pretty happy. ._.
[MY BUSY WEEK CONTINUES OVER THE WEEKEND, WITH 2 ESSAYS AND GLOBAL TEST MON. (i suck at global.) ]

According to the chinese horoscope xinru told me, this week, I'm supposed to be "more attractive to guys." I guess it's mostly true. (true-er than other horoscopes)
1-stupidhead tht wants to make it seem like we're going out. I'm starting to get really ticked off when he touches me. DX<
2-this guy from tech was staring at me observe my phone on the G train, for a really long time........ -__-
3-this freshman from gym class claims I'm his sister [ it was a dare/joke, but when he saw me after school, he yelled, "OMG. THTS MY SISTER!" me: "O___O." ] -______-

Tomorrow I'm going christmas shopping with alyssa, annie, mabel, cerris, amy, and so ons, at Queens Center Mall. :D

So much work too do D:<

[hi my sweetheart on sunday! :) ]

Rants.

My Thursdays always fail.
the usual disasters of chem lab and trig test. D:
although today's experiment went okay, :]
i have a feeling i did bad on trig test, though. D:

I want a camera.
or at least a phone that can take pictures....... DX
->my phone used to be able to take pictures, but it doesn't work now for some reason. T_T
->a webcam would be nice too. ><

warning:don't get me anything for christmas, im trying to save money for stuff. :D

stuff worth noting:
1)so today i found out this couple in my class were going out. they didnt seem like it.
surprising, huh? ._.

2)the stupid kid was waiting in front of my 8th period class. he probably wants to make it seem like we're going out. i suspect that he has a conspiracy... *_*

This whole week just seemed like fridays on repeat. everyday i was so tired, and just wanted to go home...
everyday, i wanted winter break to come.

WHY THE HECK DO TEACHERS ASSIAGN SO MUCH PROJECTS/ESSAYS THE WEEK BEFORE BREAK [and during break.]

im overwhelmed, my dearies. DX

Bleh.

Today's wednesday, tomorrow's thursday.
wednesday night and thursdays are always so busy. DX

got lab tomorrow [lab report]
chem test tomorrow
trig test [AHHHHHHH! D: ]

Today's pretty cold. ><

1)misunderstanding 9th period. about mushroomhead and i. -_______-
NO, I DONT LIKE HIM. WE'VE JUST KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR LIKE, -counts-, FOUR YEARS.
NO, WE'RE NOT GOING OUT. DX IT'S NOT MY FAULT HE KEEPS FOLLOWING ME AROUND ALL THE TIME. D:<

2)I had a scary dream last night.
this "brown" girl that i think i've seen around tech asked me if i wanted to "go down the stairs" while we were standing on the yellow line in the train station.
she was pointing to the tracks. I asked her if she wanted me to commmit suicide and she said "yes."


isn't that a nice dream? T________T

anyway, lots of hw! D:<

btw, i want a new layout too! ><

Playing my invisible guitar.

"I'm alone, on my own, and that's all i know,
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, Oh but life goes on,"
-Taylor Swift

So i was rlly upset, and I was in desperate need to release my anger.
So I listened to Taylor's song, and it inspired yet another one;


Everyday my mouth smiles wide across my face,
screeching laughter coming from my silent voice box,
I'm trying to be happy,
tryiing to smile for every desperate wish,

Occasionaly, the thunder strikes,
fire of lighting that shocks my mental sanity,
here comes the anger,
Hatred towards the world,

Feeling this great need to scream,
yell, break, run.
But here in this small room,
all i can do is pound the bed in silence.

Must not let the mother hear,
Because she has tried so hard for me,
Tried so hard.
So I need to be strong,
pretend that I don't want to be like every other teenager.

I've got the lies stored at the lining of my lips,
Ready to cover for my selfish needs,
"I'm okay, mom.
Those are for normal kids.
I can live without them."

Sorry to say,
those are all words made up of hollow lies.
And so every time the weather turns,
goes against my will,

Silence fills the atmosphere,
teeth clenched,
eyes closed,
tears flowing,

The sad song plays.
Hiding under the covers,
It feels safe to quiver in lost hope.

The tears dry,
the drought comes,
feels like dry water glued to your face,
The bitter taste of salt against your taste buds.

The pain is numbed,
through the death of yet another dream,
another wish.

And here i play my invisible guitar,
strumming to the beat of nothing,
shakiing my head at the stupidity of life,
Sarcastic laughter at my crazy dreams.

Sighs.

It's really cold today.

Thank you, Connie, for that beastly thing you made for me. :D
My mom said it was pretty!

GAH. im still pissed at myself for messing up the chem quiz! DX

I was so caught up in other things this morning/lunch that i forgot to do my chinese hw, and thats going to bring my average down by, let's say, 8 POINTS. T_T [seriously.] so now i have to memorize all the dialogues that we have to say, so that i can get some extra credit in , and maintain my 98 average. T_T

i messed up the global quiz...and the really stupid thing is i put the "Sea of Japan" next to Korea. -slaps self-

and soph tech....
the first question was so beastly. even beastly-ER than yesterday's problem.
the answer i got was "not C"
i think it's wrong...although the retards sitting around me copied my answer again.

i'd say today was a dissappointing day. bad luck seemed to be following me while i was taking those tests/quizzes. T_T

I'm working to get to base 7.

I usually write poems when I'm sad.
I should write them when I'm happy too...

so yesterday's "massive studying session" for trig failed.
all i did was open my book, look at my notes for literally 10 minutes, and closed it. done. that was my rlly hardworking phase. T_T

yet, because im a lazy ass, i still had to do hw the next day. (today)

i was lookiing around for the global textbook like a crazy maniac during lunch, and didnt get a chance to study for trig. D:<
so in the end, like 15 min before the bell, i saw this dude from my global class, and he gave me his textbook reluctantly. im a pretty evil person, since the book was his, i took it, and he ended up not being able to the hw. THTS HOW CRUEL I AM. T_T
i felt bad, i mean, he's the one who carried the fucking heavy ass textbook to school, and I get to do the hw?

so i took the trig test, and since my teacher is pro at grading it, i was able to find out my grade 10th period. i got an 87....... T_T thats my highest test grade in trig so far.... kinda disappointed, since i made STUPID mistakes.
but happy that it's my highest score yet. :D

OMG. THIS MORNING WHILE WALKING TO SCHOOL, AN ACORN OR SOMETHING DROPPED ON MY HEAD. FROM A TREE. I HAD NO CLUE WHAT IT WAS, FOR I DIDNT STOP TO TURN AND LOOK. DX

Vionna, our experiments for lab never work out. next time we shall get it right! ><
Also, hearing tht "story" about ben was sad. except after hearing it, i would be nicer to him. unless there's more......

That longass problem in sophtech makes me worry about tht test tomorrow. PLEASE LET ME GET A HUNDRED! ><

i also have a lot of hw today.......

Diana, I'll try to find time to watch bfb! ><

Most definitely.

Sometimes,
I wish I were normal,
I wish I had a house,
I wish I had my own room.

Sometimes,
I wish I had the same opportunities as everyone else,
I wish I were a better person,
I wish my family didn't just consist of two people.

Sometimes,
I wish I had a sibling,
I wish I could cry in front of someone freely,
I wish it weren't so lonely.

Sometimes,
I wish I had a talent,
I wish I meant something to the world,
I wish I weren't a failure.

Always,
It's only sometimes.
The rest of those times, I'm happy,
but it always comes back to this.

I don't want a fairytale with a happy ending,
I want my life to be a success.
I want to be truly, most definitely,
Happy.

To you it's nothing, but to me it's worth every atom of air i breath.

I got a 91.25 ! my first time in high school that my overall average is above a 90.
And this is why, the minute i touch my report card, i started smiling like a funny monkey. :)
so maybe it's not like an "OMG, UR A GENIUS!" kinda grade, but for me, it's a huge improvement.

so now im thinking that great depression after receiving MP1's report card grade was a little push to try harder. i thank you, depression. :D

sorry Diana, i can't watch bfb today, cuz i need to raise my trig average by having a massive studying session for my trig test tommorrow.
i hope i do well! ><

so yea. i dont have time to tell u guys about my day today.

uh. bye... :D

Who's going to the winter jam?

Yesterday i cried myself to sleep.
I don't remember exactly why i was crying, but i do remember it was because i was jealous of the people who had certain materialistic things i wanted.
after a while, i realized i was pitying myself, and so i cried harder because i hated myself for being such a spoiled, selfish, human being.
i had to remind myself that there were people worse off than me.
and the first people who came to mind were those in Africa. their life probably sucks most. ):

this morning, i woke up and thought, today's gonna suck. so my mood wasn't all that great.

but the first thing this morning, susan hugged me. AGAINssss. so it made me happy and i wasnt all that pissed anymore. :)

SOPH TECHHH!
Mr.McCollum told us that he will give anyone in our class who goes to the winter jam five points on their AVERAGE. who in their right mind wouldn't go now?
I'M DEFINNITELY GOING! :D
it's free! :D i dont know what the date it is, but i know it lasts from 4p.m. to 8p.m.
we're required to stay for 2 hours, so im gonna leave at six.
you need to sign up online for it too!
(there's gonna be a sign in sheet, and thats how he'll know that we went.)

why would he do such a thing, u ask?
well, he sed tech's school spirit has been going down.....so he basically wants to raise it by bribing us with these 5 points. :]
AND ITS WORKINGGGG. BWAHAHAHAHA.


so my day ends happily, knowing that my soph tech average will definitely go up third marking period! :D
unless i magically do rlly bad, then my average will cancel out and be the same....

tell me if ur going to the winter jam!

BTW; REPORT CARDS TOMORROW!

Comfort in the Cold.

The water comes down,
trickles down from hair to skin,
skin to heart.
it embraces you in its bond between elements,
encloses you in a world of warmth.

The water turns off,
and out into the cold cruel world you go.
You dry every ounce of water that touches your skin.
When we're most bare and pure,
here we think.

Think of all the ways we can change.
Forever trying,
Forever feeling that you're not good enough,
That there's something missing,
Feeling empty and vacant.

All the love given to others is absorbed ,
eaten, swallowed, taken,
and maybe, slightly,
appreciated and returned.

Here in the cold,
with nothing attached,
perhaps I could freeze.
Stand here as me,
not taking, not giving.

Here stands the naked truth,
and somehow there's comfort there,
yet there's uneasiness felt.
The mirror's blanket is wiped away,
to show the wondrous glance.

You look and wonder,
who are you?

Preternatural.

Today was wierd.

While walking to my bus stop, i didn't see a cat today. :O

then when i got to school, the first people i saw were connie and molly.
i don't usually see them first thing in the morning, before i even get up to the 4th floor, so i thought it was rlly wierd.
and to add to it, it just happened to be molly's birthday. :]

so since i was going out of my daily routine anyway, i decided to use the elevator with them,and went to the 7th floor, for breakfast.

what happened in the elevator was the wierdest thing that happened all day.

we got on , and we were too much into our converstaion to realize no one had clicked "7" , for the 7th floor.
so we went back to floor 1, where we started. -_-

so molly's friend gets on, and she's like, "Molly, im gonna throw ur present to you."
LIGHTS GO OFF.
molly's friend, "never mind..."
everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

the end. ._.

so after going up to the 7th floor, i heard rebecca was at almonor's room, so i decided to go to his room too, to find out my grade.
i walk down to his room, and i wait with rebecca for a few minutes, but he doesn't show up, so we gave up, and went back up to breakfast.

Next wierd thing that happened today, SUSAN HUGGED ME.
and she seemed high. must have been really happy, to hug me so early in the morning, and the only other time i remember her hugging me was on my birthday. :O

lunch: i take out my chrysanthemum tea to drink, and realize there was no straw. why?
because yesterday, the baby next door had come over, and he wanted to drink soymilk, but he couldnt drink it without a straw.......
and thats how my mom stole my straw.... YEA.

soph tech: this girl came into my soph tech class wearing a diaper.
not real diaper.......but yea...this pink underwear looking thing. you would have to see it to know what im talkiing about. :X

lastly, everly told me he was happy today. wierdest thing ever.

and now im drinking milk tea. my favorite. :D

If people didn't have feelings.

Impossible is a possibility.
Not having feelings is possible,
as an impossibilty.

For, when the sun rises,
up in the sky are clouds.
They feel air,
and the air would be in you,
you'd feel alive.

When you open your eyes,
you'd feel the need to think,
and think is what you would do.
You'd think about how you felt,
reflect on the dream you had.

Dreaming about your desires, wishes,
or trying to avoid a nightmare,
you would feel.
feel the need to live.

If people didn't have feelings,
there would be no life,
there would be no death,
there wouldn't be anything.

Feelings were made to live,
breathe,
think,
react.

Feelings are felt,
even when life melts.


-didn't write a poem in a while.
thought it was about time.

I think a lot.

So i was taking a shower, and i discovered a bruise on my knee.
i have no clue how i got it, or when i got it.
wierd, huh?

I really like this tank top from forever 21;

This is the back; [ it gives like the definition of "think" ] :D


I like this one too;

I like the first one better, though.

im confused about why they're still selling these tanks when's it's winter already.

maybe it's because it's a saturday, and i have nothing better to do, but i'm blogging more than once a day, and this could become like facebook. -_______-

we were talking about stereotypes in english on fri:
stereotypes aren't always bad, but they put pressure on people who dont fit under these stereotypes.
for example: all asians are good at math, or, all asians are smart.
Trig is basically my lowest average. what now?
it makes me feel bad when i get a low grade and some non-asian wants to "compare grades" and then they're like, "OMG. I GOT A GRADE HIGHER THAN AN ASIAN"
isnt this degrading urself? it makes me feel worse, too, because i feel like i SHOULD have gotten a really good grade, and i'm too stupid to be an asian.
then again, it makes me feel good when like, we change seats, and someone goes, "yay, im sitting next to a smart asian." then again, they probably just want to cheat. -__-

Welcome to the blogging world, Vionna! :D

The title of this blog was created to tell you that Vionna has created a blog! :)
and you should follow her, and stalk........NVM... xD

Today's Saturday, and i plan on finishing 90% of my hw today. LUCKILY, i dont have that much hw this weekend, so thank you, world. :3

I tried calculating my average for MP2 yesterday, here's my results;
chem-90-95 (not shur)
almonor-90 (HOPEFULLY, A 90 ><)
trig-75-89 (i think i dropped, since MP1)
chinese- 98 (YESSSSSS! :D )
global-94 (OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGMOO :D )
english - 90 (i wanted it to be higher T_T )
soph tech- 93(i went up 1 point here >< and everly beat me in this one D: )

my total average should be about a 90! YAY FOR ME. :D

VIONNA, here's the chem hw. :) (we kinda did it alrdy, tho)
Read pg.98 and then on pg. 99 do Q1-5
Read pg. 99-102 and then on pg. 102 do Q6-9

My hw for the weekend;
1-chem
2-trig
3-chinese quiz monday
4-study map, and i dont think we had any other hw :O (unusual O_O )
5-read for english. i actually like huckleberry finn :3

and thts it. thts little compared to other weekends. very little. :D

Apparently, it's supposed to RAIN AND SNOW today.
i've like to see how that would turn out.
I HATE SLUSH. DX.

i just want snow :3

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY, MOLLY! (mon.)
hopefully i can go out today or tomorrow to get her something. :)

HAPPY! :D

Today's a good day. :)

this morning was wierd though.
like yesterday, i was walking to the bus stop, and today, i saw the cat again. O_O
except this time, it just sat there, not going anywhere, but i didn't want to risk anything, so i crossed the street, just so i could avoid the cat crossing my path.

i caught my bus right when it got to my bus stop, so i was thinking to myself that i had a piece of luck today.

Vionna didn't come to school today, cuz she got a fever and wasnt feeling well, so i was lonely during gym & chem. ><
FEEL BETTER, VIONNA!

we switched seats in chem today! i specifically told ms.hall tht i wanted to be in the front so i could see, but she puts me near the back. -_-
apparently, im too much of a good kid to have to sit in the front and be watched by her. x_______x however, i still like my seat, cuz im surrounded by ppl i can talk to :]

then lunch!
oh dear, did i love our conversation. :]
SEX. and peter's 3 assets. xD

connie was sleeping during lunch, and she seemed sad to me D:
FEEL BETTER, CONNIE :D

TRIG! got my test back. yes, i did bad. D:
73. D:< HOWEVER, i was satisfied, bcuz it was higher than i had expected, which was like in the 60's.

then chinese! I HAS A 98 AVERAGE IN CHINESE! MWAHAHAHAHAHAH. i worked hard for it, tho. ><

OMGOMGOGMOMGOMGOMGOMOGGMOGMGOMOG. MY HAPPIEST MOMENT OF THE DAY.
I GOT A FUCKING 94 IN GLOBAL :D
DO U UNDERSTAND HOW PROUD/ACCOMPLISHED I FEEL?
I WENT FROM 80 FIRST MARKING PERIOD TO A 94! :D SCORE FOR NANA! TEEHEE.
and then english. i learned stuff. xD

soph tech. I SAW COURTNEYYYYYYY! :D MADE ME HAPPY. :)

i kinda calculated my average for 2nd marking period and i think it should be around a 90! :D highest average out of my freshman and sophomore year so far.
yes, a 90 isnt all tht much of an asian accomplishment, but it's MY ACCOMPLISHMENT, and i'm HAPPY. :D

annie and i hung out with rachel in flushing today!
rachel made me 11 cupcakes. :)
and then we went to toto's. :D (didnt go there for like 4 months? )

I'M CURRENTLY VERY HAPPY. :D

p.s. xinru, i hope ur "conker sore" goes away and u feel better. :)

Black cats.

This morning, i went to school with Ruole, since she slept over at my place yesterday.

so it was really windy today, but luckily, it wasn't cold. :D

as we were walking to the bus stop, a black cat crossed our path. :O
ruole pointed it out, but i didn't rlly wanna think about it, hoping the superstitiion wouldnt be true.

it came true. -_-
or it could just be because today is thursday.
EVERY thursday, there's chem lab and trig test.

but THIS thursday, Vionna had to go to the bathroom and throw up during chem lab. ):
we didnt do the lab correctly, or, let's say, we weren't following instructions, so our lab kinda messed up. so we got yelled at. :/

then, trig test. D: i know i did bad. there doesnt seem to be hope for my trig grade anymore. -_-

then, sub for chinese. good news? NO. we had Ms.Lee. the one that speaks spanish. she's evil. actually makes us do work. D:

Ruole didnt feel well today. D:

that's all the news i have for today. ._.

FEEL BETTER, VIONNA AND RUOLE! ><

"Happiness is a feeling."

Thanks for all the birthday wishes and presents. :)

Birthday was okay. It didn't suck, and as a whole, i was happy. :D

the only one thing that really ticked me off yesterday was the cake.
my dad bought it for me, and it tasted horrbile. -_- this is why i hate my dad, and there are many more reasons why. he can't do anything right, yet he thinks he's a genius. -_-
i mean, he couldn't be like a regular person and buy the asian fruit cakes that most people eat on their birthday?

somehow i think he bought the cake for himself. -_- in the cake, there was like a kind of stuffing inside, that he KNOWS i dont like to eat, and then there was the frosting. EW. D: the cake was basically too "white" for me. :/
he kept saying, it'll taste good, eat it!
NO.

i ended up not having any of the cake.

ANYWAY, every other part of the day was generally positive, so all's good. :D

i don't seem to remember the details of yesterday, so i'll spend the rest of the blog saying..........

THANK YOU;
Ruole, for the colorful star earrings :)
Alyssa, for the cell phone charm, and the balloon :D
Diana, for the sexy star bracelet :3
Vionna, for the coin purse-ish thing and the balloon :)
Xinru, for the warm hat :D
Molly, for those giant pocky xD
Rebecca, for saying a billion "Happy Birthday" 's :D
Ruole's mom, for the cute pink earrings and hair clip :]

It's December!

Christmas is near!
but i'm not getting anyone presents this year, so don't feel like you need to get me anything.

I'm probably just gonna get Diana something, cuz Diana's got this present she can't "literally" give, to give to me. O_O

I hope it snows this month!

I like snow.
I like the wind.
I DON'T like the cold.

Then there's new year.
I kinda looked back to the note i did on facebook, about the resolution thing.
yea...i only accomplished like one or two things.
pretty sad.

this year, i'm gonna make more realistic resolutions! ><
-i still want a webcam, tho. ><

HAPPY DECEMBER TO YOU!~

and HAPPY SUPER SUPER EARLY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DIANA! :]