Thursday.

Facebook says my lucky day is Thursday.
Facebook lies. ):
It finally stopped rainging today.(:
Like every Thursday, i HAD A TRIG TEST. ):
I know i did horrible. D:
My group will forever be a fail in soph tech. ):
everly forgot to bring batteries for the multimeter. so we were unprepared again. D:
we had to borrow someone else's again. x_x

after school, I BORROWED BOOKS AGAIN.! :D
i still havnt continued reading "wintergirls"
I was being insane and borrowed THREE BOOKS TODAY.
i LOVE the maximum ride series. :D (im up to the 4th book in the series)

TOMORROW'S A HALF DAY. im looking forward to it. teehee.

I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel.

It rained today. again. gloomy.

so we got report cards: ( from highest to lowest)
chem: 95
soph tech: 92
english: 90
chinese: 90 (dissapointed in this grade. D:)
Global: 80
trig: 80
chem lab: 80 (mr.almonor sucks.)

whats sad about this: i got a 98 in gym. it doesnt even count. yay.
-_______-

my total average was an 87.34

im not sure if i should be happy that I didnt do SUPERSUPER BAD or if i should be dissapointed in myself for not doing better than this. I feel both. ):

I dont understand how to make them circuits in soph tech. my group is useless. D:

sunny-sides:
I SAW A GUY WITH ORANGE HAIR IN TECH TODAY. (:
AND THEN I SAW A FLYING UMBRELLA. SERIOUS. FLOATING. IN MIDAIR. UPSIDE DOWN.

Birds take showers in the rain.(;

So it was raining this morning. I don't hate rain, but i dont particularly like it either. :/ anyway, as we were heading toward the G train, annie asked me why birds are flying in the rain.
I told her they were taking showers.(:
An epic fail today was when vionna and i went to 8th floor gym for the 1st time this yr. WE GOT LOST. T_T we changed on the 3rd floor, too. cuz we werent sure if we supposed to change on the 8th floor. x_x so we ended up going up the WEST SIDE. AND WE GOT LOST. until we saw Mr.almonor who gave us directions. LOL
the highlight of gym is tht I LIKE TEAM HANDBALL. (:
another thing tht gave me mixed feelings was global. i got a 96 on the map quiz. this might be the highest grade ill ever get. but the sad part was i COULD HAVE GOTTEN A 100. its just tht i forgot to write down argentina.): BUT I KNEW THE ANSWER. T_T
I FELT SMART TODAY IN SOPH TECH because i was chosen to be one of the group leaders!
it means im kinda smart. :D
sad part about this: our group was a fail. -_- no one in my group either had a multimeter, or had a WORKIING multimeter. -_______-

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOMG.
REPORT CARDS TOMORROW. IM SO SCARED. D:<
SCARED.SCARED.SCARED.SCARED.

btw: going to annie's place/flushing on the half day fri. (:

Extremely happy today.

1- Today, on the 7 train, this chubby dude with black shades in a beige suit with them professional shoes was standing in the train. he looked queer, so i went to a diff. part of the train. i thought he was gonna mug everyone on the train once the door closed. turns out he didnt, because when i left the train, he was still standing in the SAME EXACT SPOT. wierd. (:
2- I love Connie. "What kind of Huang is yellow?"
Molly: "You. ! " :D
Connie: -along the lines of ; - "HUH?"
Rebecca: "she doesnt get it. ! XD"
I teared from this.(: THANK YOU, CONNIE. <3
3-Part of the reason I'm happy is because im positive i did really well on my global quiz today. CREDITS TO STUDYING ON THE TRAIN<3 (AND ALYSSA AND VIONNA FOR QUIZZING ME AT LUNCH.)
4-Another reason why im happy: i like my soph tech project. it's really neat. I hope i get a good grade. ><
5-Saw RACHEL TODAY AT THE LIBRARY. <3 i wanna volunteer there. and work with little kids. the kids i saw today that rachel worked with WERE SO CUTE! <3 its sad how they dont have any space yet. ): annie, ruole, and i will try again next week! >6-I BORROWED A BOOK FROM THE LIBRARY! to read. xD FINALLY. this is the first time in a year i have voluntarily gone to the library to get a book. :x
--The book is called "Wintergirls" by laurie something.

Im unsually extremely happy today. I dont know why. I keep smiling out of nowhere, giving off happy vibes. I'm scared something bad's gonna happen. ):

WHAT IM LOOKING FORWARD TO:
-wed ( report cards)
-fri (half day)
-next week (moving to my new place! )

:D

My riddle is cheesy?

So this riddle is for my chem project. (:

We were shot at a piece of gold,
Surrounded by an army of fluorescent screen,
They appeared to be green.
Traveling at high speed,
The foil passed us by,
But most of us were bounced back to the other side,
What discovery am I?

Time's Running.

We take each step 5 steps at a time.
Time's running,
We're running.
Did you ever think,
S l o w d o w n .
No,
Instead,
We take each step 10 steps at a time.
Time's running,
Life's running.
It seems like 5 seconds ago we were crying,
Because the blood started pumping in our hearts,
We were born.
It seems like 5 minutes ago we were thinking,
Dinosaurs are scary,
Humans are scary.
Time's running.
Air's running.
It seems like 5 hours ago we were breathing,
Our life is living,
Our love is loving.
Time's running,
Wind's running.
It seems like 5 years ago we were pure,
We were tiny.
Now we're tinier.
Because time's running.

5 centuries ago we weren't here.
Where were we?

I need to get my act together.

I'm moving to East Elmhurst in the first week of November! :D
The apartment building is my aunt's. ._."
IT HAS A FLAT-WALKABLE ROOF! :D I plan on walking on it. (:

My eyesight is getting worse.
IT'S REALLY BAD NOW D:
I can barely see ANYTHING wihtout my glasses. ):
It's because of sophomore year. D:
I've had glasses since I was five.
I don't want to go blind. >
My test grades. They're horrible. It's a good thing we dont have to get them signed in high school.
My mom would be really dissapointed in me.
The classes that i need to try harder in are TRIG AND GLOBAL.
I used to like math. Back when I had a 98 average in algebra. Now i hate math. It's torture.
Global? IVE ALWAYS HATED IT.
these are my first marking period averages.
CHEM: 95
TRIG: I DONT KNOW
GLOBAL: I DONT KNOW
CHINESE: 90. im dissapointed in this grade. I had a 98 last yr ): It's because i stopped memorizing the dialogues. -_-
ENGLISH: 90
SOPH TECH: 92
I guess u can say I'm doing okay according to the grades you see here.
But what's scary is tht i dont know if i passed global and trig.
This is the FIRST TIME EVER i've had to worry about failing classes.
i'm scared shitless.
I hate myself for not changing my procrastinating habits, even after seeing my trig/global test grades.
i need to changeee. :/

Over and over, I keep telling myself that I'll start over and do all my hw at home and stop procrastinating. I never stop. argh.
I'm killing my grades.
For example, Yesterday, I forgot i had a chem quiz. therefore the best i can get is a 95 now. ):
now there's the chem project. i forgot what it was. i had to ask someone. -_-

like the teachers always say, I need to get my act together.

The memories.

First time in forever that i wrote a poem:

Life travels fast.
Everything changes before I can think, react, absorb.
The present isn't so bad,
But why can’t the past and the present move together?
Side by side,
Hand in hand.
Why do we let go of the old to take in the new?
Is it selfish to want to keep it all?
I miss you.
It hurts to remember.
To think about the places we’ve go, the things we’ve do.
The smiles, laughs, tears,
The memories.
I miss you.
It’s not like I can run away,
Erase my brain and forget every little thing.
It’s not like I would want to.
But everything else in this planet leaves me anyway.
Slips into my past, becomes the memories.
I miss you.
All I wish
Is that we were what we used to be,
The ones who were always together,
Stuck like super glue.
Now it’s not true,
Anymore.
But the memories,
The memories are true.

-I miss junior high. I miss freshman year. I miss you guys.