Contacts! :D

My facebook works again... :D

I got contacts today! :D

Julia doesn't think there's much difference... ._.

Contacts don't hurt...I just had a hard time putting them ON. -Julia says it's cause my eyes are small- T_T

It feels really nice with them on, because it makes me think i have perfect vision. xD
But for some reason I can't see things close to me....
But things that are far away are really clear. O_O

5 days of vacation left!
I'm kinda anxious to find out who I'm gonna have for tech drawing and health.

Goodbye Facebook, Hello Baby SHINee!

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The real home is always the most comfortable.

I MISS YOU GUYS! ><
so today is DAY 2 at Julia's. I don't feel too used to it.
My place feels more at home. (obviously...)

^Day 1.
-We baked cookies and played DDR. and I ignored hw :X

^Day 2
-I woke up and did hw..till noon. (STILL NOT DONE DX )
i need to study for finals tomorrow. ><

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANA! :D
From one to sixteen,
You'll forever be the youngest I've ever seen,
From guilun to taiwanese dramas,
And asian fanatics to......fighting llamas?
I love you
as Diana Situ~


XINRU LIN! Will you tell me my horoscope? :3
Please and Thank You! <3

We don't exist.

You're my hope and inspiration
When I'm fighting for success
Because I feel the need
to become like someone as great as you.

You're my heart breaker
When it comes to reality
Because I know that
I could never reach the stars with you.

You seem to be my everything,
But really,You and I,
are farther apart than
the stars and planet Earth.

To be.

Mr.Mccollum's speeches are very powerful. T_T
One group in our class wasn't able to finish before the bell rang Friday, and they got a 55.
He was giving us this lecture about trying your best in everything. And that life is all or nothing. 0 or 1. Fail or Succeed.

Since he's so powerful, I came home today and the first thing I did was hw! :O
I finished chem and trig in less than an hour. AMAZING!

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It's been established that I'm moving my stuff to Julia's this Friday.
I'm gonna bring my laptop to her place, and try to leech off of someone's internet, but I can't gaurantee that I'll be able to. D:

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That 10 phrases thing in Mr.Mccollum's class produced wierd words for me:
some of the things i put down were: win, fight, ORANGES, stand, pond, drill, to be, scream, and continue walking.
XD

Mysterious JoJo.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wp2Cbgdf3WI
^Taemin got pushed around by these...super chubby girls on Star King. ><
HE'S SO SKINNY THE WIND CAN BLOW HIM AWAY~~~~~~~
He was carried again, for like the 2nd time on Star King. SO ADORABLE~ >3<

What surprised me most was that he was actually able to carry the girl!...and then...WALK......!
...teeeheee...he wasnt able to pick her up at the end, though. xD

The song JoJo by SHINee has been stuck in my head. ><
Although no one seems to know who JoJo is, I still like the song.


Today was 'sit at home and find vids to watch' day...
Tomorrow is hw day! D:

1.Trig
2.Rewrite soph tech notebook. T_T
3.Finish global exta credit... x_x

Announcement:
My mom and I are staying at Julia's house for like a couple of months starting sometime soon, so I probably won't be able to go online for a while...since she doesn't have internet... DX
Why?
-Because her parents are going to China for a while, and they wanted my mom to stay with her and her brother. And that's how i was dragged along, because if my momm left me, i would be alone...with no one to make me food. DX
When?
I'm not sure exactly when, but I know it's sometime in January. I think..next week, maybe?
How this will affect you:
uh...I don't think this will affect you...
...much...

:D

Resist the catchy catchy lyrics.

This week is basically:
me not doing hw.
me sleeping late.
me watching videos of SJ-M and SHINee.
me digging deeper into the scary fangirl stage.

I was reading this person's blog about how Taemin was harrassed in his high school.
Stupid people these days. I didn't think people would bully celebrities. Poor Taemin. >< --> July 18, 1993 <-- He's basically only a year older than us. basically.
It would suck to be bullied in high just cause you were famous.

I was watching another vid. where Donghae talks about how his dad died in '06 from cancer. It was sad. I cried. uncontrollably. My mom thinks I have issues.
I now think better of donghae... >3<


I wrote another poem!

Fold two sides

Forget it
It's never gonna happen
It's not for me
Maybe in another life
Or when luck miraculously
jumps into my life
and feeds me what I want
It's gonna be a hard
devastating
Tear strangling
Tragedy

But somewhere in my brain
I tell myself
I can do it
And do it over for the world to see
Maybe in this life
In this presence
They can see what everything
really means to me
It'll be a shocking
earth shaking
smile stretching
dream that never wakes.

Kyuhyun!

This week is definitely very busy(like what the chinese horoscope said...the one xinru tells me every week... >< ) INCLUDING MY WEEKEND; I'm gonna have to finish my global extra credit and rewrite my soph tech notebook and other weekend hw.

Kyuhyun? I forgot to mention him in my last post...
Recap: 1. Henry 2. Kyuhyun 3.Hankyun 4.Donghae
got it? good. :D

busybusybusy....

Goodbye,
imagine me frantically trying to finish my hw...

Super Junior-M and SHINee.

After watching a couple of reality shows with Super Junior-M and SHINee, I have selected my favorite members from each group. :3

Super Junior-M
1.Henry!

2.HanKyung!

3.DongHae! (I know that deep down in my heart, he's really #1 out of SJ-M, but because he's so flirtatious, it would be a good idea not to fall for guys like him. :D )


SHINee
1.Taemin! HE'S SO CUTE. :3 + He's got the sexy kind of mushroom hair I love. :D

2.Key! Mushroom hair again. >3<

3.Minho. At first I really really didn't like him/ hated him. But he's pretty cute in the reality shows! :D

A more or less successful vacation.

I think this vacation was my most productive vacation of all winter breaks.
But then again, my memeory tends to fail me. The only winter break I remeber was last yr's, and the only thing i remember is hanging out with Hannah for a day....the rest is a mystery...

Surprisingly, I didn't procrastinate on all my hws.
I did the easy ones prior to today, and finished up the long ones today.
I still have hw left to do, but fortunately, they're not due on monday, so I have a bit of time.

Connie! I need you to bring in some of your rock candy and give a bit to me, please and thank you! In return, I can give you the answers to all the questions for that lab. (Isn't it ironic how I didn't do the lab, yet I did the questions? )
I answered all of the questions, including the Discussion and Conclusion sentences, except for letter ( i ).

Completed Homeworks:
1.Gym
2.Ice Cream Lab
3.Trig.

Under Completion:
1.Rock Candy Lab [ I need proof that I "did it,"
and the answer to letter (i).]
2.Memorize english vocab for quiz mon [ shall be completed at lunch]
3.Memorize chinese joke.

Future works:
1.Do the lab preparation for the lab "Formula of a Hydrate" <--I can't find it... DX
2.Must memorize chinese joke by 1/6/10
3.Finish Global Extra Credit by 1/11/10
4.Finish rewriting soph tech notebook.

The entertainment world seems like a scary/pressuring place.

At Annie's place(on Thursday), when we finished making our ice cream, we were watching this reality show that had SHINee in it and the episode of YLBFB with Super Junior-M in it.
( Her sister was watching the 2nd episode of You're Beautiful, and that's what inspired me to start/finish watching the drama over the course of 2.5 days.)
-I started watching it when I got home on Thursday and finished watching it in the afternoon today! :D

Anyway, when i got home that day, i finished watching the last parts of the episode of YLBFB with SJ-M in it. I liked their personalities, and it got me interested in popular korean groups that most teenagers today are crazy over. (boy bands like SJ, SHINee, 2PM, and such...)
I was never really interested in korean groups, although i would occasionally listen to some of the popular songs that everyone seems to know. But i was never a major fan, neither was i particularly interested in them.

But today, after finishing You're Beautiful, i started watching MusicVideos of SJ, 2PM, and SHINee, and i watched their dance moves and actually listened to their songs......

What did I notice?
The guys in all the bands seem to look alike. As in , they generally seem to have the same hairstyle, and they're all pretty/cute/hot.

I'm starting to have an interest in them.

But it kinda makes me sad. THERE ARE SO MANY OF THESE NEW KOREAN BOY BANDS POPPING OUT OF NOWHERE SO FAST. ...and they're all competing for popularity. competing with their looks and talents. Competing over the number of fans they have. Competing over who becomes the best. And it makes me think....They all probably work really hard. They all want to be liked. So what makes crazy fangirls become loyal to one group and...why not ALL of them? what makes them like this one group and not the others? don't you ever wonder what everything looks like through the eyes of famous people?

When i was little, the first thing I thought of being when growing up was to become a teacher (i think everyone has had that phase before) But the next thing i REALLY wanted to be, was a singer/actor. I really, really did. But because of financial issues, I couldnt really take classes for anything....and i was jealous of all those other little kids, taking dance classes, singing lessons, learning how to play instruments.

I remember this one time..it was a new year's party at my cousin's house. She has a piano, and knows how to play it pretty well. She played a song, and everyone praised her for it. My other cousins that were there, they knew how to play too. They all took turns playing a song. Every one of my girl cousins there played a song. Except me. At the time, I really wanted to go somewhere and hide. I was jealous i couldn;t play. Heartbroken that I was the only one wo didn't know how to play. My mom asked if I wanted to learn. I said no, I dont care about those things. Why? because i knew that even if i had said yes, she couldnt do anything about. i know it's not her fault, that she cant afford to let me take lessons for anything.

So from that day on, I kinda just gave up on the idea of wanting to become a singer/actor.......

The entertainment world. I think it's a pressuring and scary place. You can't do anything wrong, because there's always fans watching, reporters stalking, and people waiting for a chance to take you down. There;s the pressure of needing to be perfect, or seemingly perfect. To live up to the expectations of adoring fans.
It's scary. Everyone;s out there. Fighting to become known. To become part of the best.
It's scary. with millions of eyes watching you. watching your every move.
criticized for every wrong action.
run over by crazy fans for every breathtaking smile.

But it still seems nice, doesn't it? To be famous.......