Resist the catchy catchy lyrics.

This week is basically:
me not doing hw.
me sleeping late.
me watching videos of SJ-M and SHINee.
me digging deeper into the scary fangirl stage.

I was reading this person's blog about how Taemin was harrassed in his high school.
Stupid people these days. I didn't think people would bully celebrities. Poor Taemin. >< --> July 18, 1993 <-- He's basically only a year older than us. basically.
It would suck to be bullied in high just cause you were famous.

I was watching another vid. where Donghae talks about how his dad died in '06 from cancer. It was sad. I cried. uncontrollably. My mom thinks I have issues.
I now think better of donghae... >3<


I wrote another poem!

Fold two sides

Forget it
It's never gonna happen
It's not for me
Maybe in another life
Or when luck miraculously
jumps into my life
and feeds me what I want
It's gonna be a hard
devastating
Tear strangling
Tragedy

But somewhere in my brain
I tell myself
I can do it
And do it over for the world to see
Maybe in this life
In this presence
They can see what everything
really means to me
It'll be a shocking
earth shaking
smile stretching
dream that never wakes.