不能再见了, 2009.

I went over Annie's today, and did the ice cream lab. The ice cream actually tasted okay. xD

Goodbye, 2009.
Thank you for the last '09 snow.
I'm going to miss you, even if this wasn't such a great year.
You'll be a voice at the back of my head.
Nagging at me with flashbacks of childhood when I get old.

I'm sorry if the bright color scared/blinded you when you came to this page.
The only reason I chose bright pink was because I picked out the photo first, and then had to make the background match......and Gui's pink hat stood out amongst the pictures.... :D
Why did I change my layout?!?!?!
...New Year = New layout! :D
It took me a while to pick out the colors for every single little thing. x_x


ANYWAY! Here's a laugh before you stay up trying to welcome 2010 at 12 p.m. midnight. ;]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gErOFu61v-A&feature=sub
^Off The Pill - 2009 ~ NigaHiga
LOL @;
"you may now kiss the bride"
"I see the glass half empty even when It's full"
"She was first, she won, yet no one gave a damn because apparently Michael Jackson's death was more important. And I agree. Haha just kidding." [ I AGREE ! ]
"Is that like a type of sink? Because if it isn't, it should be."
"You should never make money off of someone else's death. That's horrible. I mean really, who does that? _______ TEEHEE."
"Then again, he was just following the Nike slogan, you know, he just did it."

And now, my new year's resolutions for 2010.
1.Have a generally happy year.
2.Don't cut my hair, unless i really want/need to, or told to do so by an adult.
3.Stop dyeing my hair.
4.Put eye drops in my eyes everyday and stop forgetting to do so.
5.Use the computer less.
6.Restrain from using facebook. Suggestion: only go on when there's no school.
7.Have a collection of long necklaces!
8.Be healthy and try not to get sick. (only fevers are welcome so i can get taller!)
9.Get a cap.
10.Get new shoes. (I want new converse, but my mom thinks converse are useless.)
11.Get either a webcam or camera.
12.Walk slower (I'm constantly told that I walk too fast.)
13.Work harder for school.
14.Get another summer job.
15.Keep old friends & make new ones.
16.Continue to grow taller.
17.Continue trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up.
18.Accomplish something big.

I'm going to TRY to stay up till 12 midnight if my mom lets me. ><

< This was on my rooftop! :D

The day before the day before New Year! [2010]

These were my 2009 resolutions;

Success = accomplished
Fail = not accomplished

1. get a webcam. [ Fail. ]
2. actually be happy on my birthday for once? [ Success, except for the cake. ]
3. get new glasses. [ If I remember correctly, Success. ]
4. stop laughing so much. [ Fail. ]
5. LEARN HOW TO DO A HANDTSAND [ Fail. ]
6. find a crush to distract myself :D [ Fail. ]
7. get a camera. so i can stop jacking other ppl's camera :x [ Fail. ]
8. GET A JOB.......even if its just for community service. [ Success, my summer job. ]
9. keep old friends. [ Fail. & Success. ]
10. make new friends. [ Success! ]
11. GROW TALLER [ Success! ]
12. hoolahoop more often. [ Fail. ]
13. find a reason why i should pay attention to wasserstein. [ I don't remember, but most likely, Fail. ]
14. find a way NOT to fail DDP. [ Success! ]
15. PASS FRESHMAN YEAR. [ Success! ]
16. DO SCHWAIGHOFER'S MATH HW EVERYDAY. [ I don't remember this either, but most likely, Fail. ]
17. STOP PROCRASTINATING. [ Fail. ]
18. stop wasting my money on TOTO'S :X [ Partial success....... ]
19.FIGURE OUT WHAT I WANNA BE WHEN I GROW UP. [ Fail. ]
20. find a goal. [ Partial success. ]
21. achieve something. [ Success, my report card! ]
22. stop being so mean to my mom. [ Partial Success & Partial Fail. ]
23. LEARN. [ Success! ]
24. find a healthy addiction. [ F A I L . ]
25.

#25. will be filled when i think of it. [ Fail....... ]

Total: 12 Fail. 13 Success.

The Metropolitan Museum of Art.

Today must have been the windiest day of the year!
I like the wind, but I'd rather not freeze to death.

If you didn't know, I went to The Met today with Connie and Ruole.
Wished you peeps that couldn't come......had....come...

Here are some pictures outside / inside of The Met.

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This is a painting of i forget what, and i forget by who...
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This is the guy that makes you happy every time you count yo money!
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Connie: "I don't like her dress. It makes her look like a pyramid."
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I think it looks peaceful.
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Cows?
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It's the shape that caught my attention.
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One of my favorites! These are photos of envelopes that look REALLY 3-Dimensional. BUT THEY'RE NOT. [found in the Modern Photography section.]
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Another one of my favorites! [also from the Modern Photography section]
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Connie and Ruole! and a painting.......
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I think It's beautiful. [ Red Sunset on the Dneiper by Arkhip Ivanovich Kuindzhi ]
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Not gonna lie. Her "back asset" caught my attention.
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It's so cool!
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It's ready to smack you.
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It's partner in crime #1.
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It's partner in crime #2.
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The mask in the middle is the only happy looking one. Of course, that's the one you can't see too well.

[There are 130 more photos, but I'm too lazy to upload them.......]

~Credits to Ruole's camera & her photography skills!
-and some of mine.......?

Today's the first time i went to The Met.
Today's the first time i went to subways and ate a footlong. [With Connie's help.]

I'm tired from walking, and the heels of my feet hurt.
Tomorrow shall be an innie day...

Tired.

Stayed in today.
Cleaned out my binder & folders.
Looked over the 35 vocab words for my english quiz next mon.
Read huck finn.

Today was productive school-wise.
But it's the first day I've felt boredom this vacation.
Spent most of my day on the computer: Facebook + MLIA + Aim.

My eyesight is getting worse.
I hate wearing glasses.

I guess I've got the blues.
I miss my friends.
I'm scared to talk to them on aim, because I think it's going to be awkward, since we haven't talked for so long. The heck would we talk about?
I'm even more afraid to call them, thinking they'll reject the idea of hanging out.
I don't want our friendships to just die, as if we were never friends. But I guess it's a bit too late for that, huh?

I don't want this year to end. Then again, I don't want this year to stretch out forever.
I have this constant feeling that I'm not good enough.
That makes me want change. Change for the better.
I can't say this school year has been crap so far, but gosh, I miss freshman year a lot. As a cluster, there was a lot of warmth felt. It felt comfortable to be a group in one whole piece.
Having different schedules doesn't allow much bonding, and everything feels so broken, scattered, and distant.
BUT THEN AGAIN, being around the same people forever and not meeting anyone new would be boring.
So I'm being hypocritical......?

...Let's just say I want the incoming year to be a good one.

Slow Dance- A poem written by a girl with cancer.

I got the poem from a facebook group. ._.
I read it
and i liked it
and i wanted you guys to read it too.



SLOW DANCE



Have you ever
watched
kids



On a merry-go-round?



Or listened to
the
rain



Slapping on the ground?



Ever followed a

butterfly's erratic flight?



Or gazed at the sun into the
fading
night?



You better slow down.



Don't
dance so
fast.



Time is short.



The music
won't
last.



Do you run through each day



On
the
fly?


When you ask How are you?



Do you hear
the
reply?



When the day is done



Do you lie
in your
bed



With the next hundred chores




Running through
your head?



You'd better
slow down



Don't dance so
fast.



Time is
short.



The music won't
last.



Ever told your
child,



We'll do it
tomorrow?



And in your
haste,



Not see
his

sorrow?



Ever lost
touch,



Let a good
friendship die



Cause you
never had time



To call
and say,'Hi'



You'd
better slow down.



Don't dance
so fast.



Time
is short.



The music won't
last.



When you run
so fast to get somewhere



You
miss half the fun of getting
there.



When you worry and hurry
through your
day,



It is like an unopened
gift....



Thrown
away.



Life is not a
race.


Do take it
slower



Hear the
music



Before the song is
over.

Merry Christmas!

I kinda forgot it was Christmas....... till Cerris called me this morning and said "merry christmas!" xD
It doesn't feel like Christmas, not that i know what it feels like....but yea....it doesnt feel special to me... ><

But i can bet you new year's is gonna feel wierd.
I dont want this year to end! i dont want a new year to come.
I feel old. DX
New year's seems to mean change. the word "new" says it all.
Maybe new is for the better. Maybe not?

I miss Hannah and Liz, my junior high friends that i was rlly close with.
we kinda stopped talking to each other and stopped hanging out since soph year started. D;

This winter break seems to be more productive than others.
normally I'd just stay home.
so far, on the 24th, i went to QCM with ruole, and today, my mom and i walked around flushing.
I guess after those three days before break, where i was stuffed with hw, i dont have THATTT much hw over break.

i did gym, and trig.

the rest of my hw:
`ice cream lab
`rock candy lab
`memeorize chinese joke
`GO TO THE MET FOR GLOBAL EXRA CREDIT. WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME? ><
`read for english
`english quiz mon.
`soph tech project. DX

im doing the 2 labs over annie's, i think
and as for the met, idk who i'm dragging along with me yet..... >< tell me if u wanna come!

Pure white snow is pretty.

Just came back from QCM.
Diana, Alyssa and I both chipped in to get u the kidrobot donut....... :D
Alyssa, I forgot to tell you that both Cerris and I got you the studs. :]

I like taking slow walks in the snow. [as long as it's not a rlly big blizzard outside.]

Snow brings back memories of my childhood.
I grew up with my cousins from my mom's side, and I used to live with one of my aunts. she has like 3 sons. Tony's 2 yrs younger than me, and then the 2 twins, Michael and Jason are.......i think 8 yrs old by now?
I lived with them for like 6 yrs, and then they moved to florida. D;

Walking home in the snow today reminded me of them.
And then in front of my place, there was this group of little kids that were playing in the snow. That made me even more depressed.
These are the times when I wish I had a sibling, even if the sibling is rlly annoying, at least there's company. ><

So i guess snow makes me sad now......
Snow is still really pretty, though.

Horror: There's so much hw to do. T______T